I'll get it back, hiya.
I'm back.
Shit, I don't fucking know what I'm doing.
I have to look at my phone.
I'll wait a little bit.
Hey, y'all.
Yeah, guys, I'm good.
Yeah, I know.
Yeah.
Yeah, guys, I am okay.
I just want to clear it up really quickly because I am fine.
I am not like tripping on nothing,
but also like I just, one second,
we got my thoughts in my head.
It's not even crazy right now,
we don't have a good night.
Might be a little painting,
and let's just get back to me and my whole song, you know?
Let me get my brain light, one second, guys.
Cause I can be real with the actual morals.
Alright, one second.
Y'all, I want to go to my bed, but I want to take a shower.
So bad.
I'm going to be so bad.
Let me just set up my red net, my babies.
One second.
I feel like it's not going to be home like, it's all going to be home.
A little light.
A little light on the stream.
And a little charge.
All right, boom, we are good, yay.
All right, that's not tea, y'all.
It's all love.
Like, I don't ever come out here and spill a tea or talk
That's not my personality.
Should I take a shower and then talk to y'all in the room?
So I'm comfy.
Alright.
Alright guys, I still didn't get a desktop.
desktop oh my gosh I need to like get my mind ready to desktop I would play some
shit for y'all I don't know if y'all want music
hurry up just gonna take a shower it's gonna be quick I'll be back in like 10
15 minutes all right love you guys
I don't know what I'm doing here, but I'm just going to go back to my room and see what I can do.
Okay, guys, alright.
Yeah.
Guys, what?
What?
Oh, my God.
I'm so sorry.
Okay, guys, wait a minute, hold one second.
Okay.
All right.
Okay, guys.
So, I'm gonna play some music.
I'm cold.
I need to light that up.
Okay.
So, I'm gonna play some music, I'm cold, I need to like get under the covers.
This guy's I'm okay, I'm fine, but um...
I'm sorry, I can't hear you, watch!
If they want more express delivery, come to the stands and have a look.
No.
Wait, do you have to get your supermane business or not to not have no eyes?
Because I don't love you supermane, and I don't have to have eyes.
Why would I pay for anything?
I still have eyes.
Anyway, alright.
Yeah, I've never really got a free sign in my house.
Yeah, I've never really been up for this time and I don't know.
But anyway guys, yeah so, I'm not even here to talk much about this to be honest.
But I just wanted to spark up the stream so no one got the wrong idea and that is like my whole big thing.
A lot of y'all don't know but I, the way I was raised,
like even, I am a man, like I've been in too long
like if you just find a whole life,
I am not all over the place in that type of way.
There's no way, no shade to anybody who is,
but that just ain't my warm compass.
And obviously there's a whole s-ty thing, like, you know,
with the whole, like, just everything as you,
like, obviously I know I'm a pretty girl,
so I know like that comes with a lot,
specifically in when it comes to, like, talking about,
talking to guys, because, like, I would see, like,
You know, yeah, that might sound wrong, but I would see like other girls getting their content and making
kids talk to like every guy on campus, something like that, which is wonky, which is why
Coyote brought us all there into the library, but like nobody would say shit, and then when it came to me, it's like,
Like, you know, like, oh, well, this, that, this, that, and it's just like, I just, I don't know, I just didn't understand that.
I'm not mad at the word, I'm not mad at, like, I'm just talking it off. It's just me talking about myself.
Anyway, so, yeah, um, yeah, this is never was my vibe, but I came to, as you just did
the same thing that every other girl and guy came to, which is collab, make content,
be funny, be entertaining, but you know, that's the whole reason why I was there.
So yeah, why I left, honestly, that just was creating a boundary, not towards any of the
men who were involved, but just creating a boundary for myself on the internet.
You know what I mean?
Like, I don't know if y'all can, but from the beginning, like, I was trying to be so conscious
of like, of everything, like, anytime, like,
like, shout out to them.
Like, I love all of these people, like,
all of my great people.
But anytime anybody would try to talk to me,
like, that should get shut down.
If they, if it was, like, OD, you know, like,
OD30, like, I would always shut it down,
or I'd always diss, and be like,
oh, you know, I don't want you, I don't want you,
and it's just like, I just don't,
you know, want the image that's already being
So yeah, I just want to set a boundary because obviously Ben never grabbed my butt, ever, ever, ever.
I don't know if it's the way I'll get in that ground.
But I would literally make that a whole huge thing.
So I can't really stop with that.
But anyway, um, yeah.
And I just feel like out of all the streamers, I've really, really,
and not like, oh, relationship-wise, but I just really like, you know, Jacob as a person.
And so I think like I should just went home when I want to go home like I was watching on the like after dinner
I was like, man, I should go home and the girls and girls like, no, come on, like, man, I'm not allowed.
But it's just like, and that's why you just always listen to your gut.
Not that anything bad happened up and like the world is like, you know, the world is going to end now and you know, like, whatever.
But I just felt like, you know, I should have went home, but I didn't.
And obviously, like, I liked being around and, like, you know, and, yeah, we ended up there.
And the vibe was so good, so whatever.
The vibe was good.
And, um, yeah, so when, you know, everyone was like, but when, like,
like, they popped up to go to this hotel.
Like, I just wasn't really thinking, like,
how I was thinking when I caught inside.
Like, I don't think they hit me
that me going to this hotel,
regardless of if we on stream,
regardless of anything, it's just not the best look
because whoever was on stream, they saw us all day.
They saw everybody just lay it out.
But maybe people watching the clips
or maybe people retrying to stream,
It just looks like I don't know what's happening before shame, after shame.
You know what I mean?
And I think about stuff like that, so.
you
You can't go in there, you can't go in there, you can't go in there.
You can't go in there, you can't go in there.
Anybody who's in there, stay in.
That's why you don't really take it up with you and God.
But, yeah, regardless, clearly we all know the story like it wasn't going through.
Because everybody tried to put it far.
So it was like even when, who was that ring?
or rooms like the O.G.E.C.E. like, eggs.
Like, you know, like, since it's clip farming,
and like, niggas don't think, like, about a woman image,
because they really got to do not give a fuck.
Like, you know, everyone just be saying,
oh, it's content, it's content, and it's just like,
hey, I don't feel like explaining a lot.
But basically, I just want to set boundaries,
and I just don't want to get the wrong impression of myself because regardless W takes up for
housing me with a lot of you know and any way that he did but regardless I know I can carry it.
I love him, you know he's no shade to him, but if we listen to that we talk again,
I can carry myself up to where I'm about to go.
And I know that it's got with that in me and that's it and that's all I love to
incontinent because I think he's like so funny so it's like you know I don't mind
doing it but I definitely carry and I wouldn't fucking be here with the stats
that I have is um I've been carrying a stream yeah so yeah there's a lot to
clear that up but yeah literally it just is boundaries and as I get older I am
learning that when you feel a certain way I don't care content not content it gets
gets to a certain point, content gets to a certain point.
And if it doesn't to you, you have lost yourself.
You literally have lost yourself.
You know what I mean?
And I'm just talking in general about this.
You have to have some type of moral confidence,
and you have to have some type of boundaries,
and you have to have some type of touch to reality.
So, yeah.
I'm not saying I'm never going to do nothing with nobody no more, I just wanted to play
that whole thing out because it was just a little, a bunch of weird vibes, probably to
y'all wherever we're going to put going on, should just leave in and like, you know.
But, yeah, so that's it and yeah, I'm going to move to the first floor.
I
Am I thing is regardless
Manipulate your asses that when he was running the jet ski way you talking about
What does that have to do with me like it?
You know what people say my ass not?
Okay
Like what how like that is so different from
Don't say all you get about to get that pussy like if he and like
Yeah, what's understood don't gotta be explained to be honest and
Some people never gonna hear you cuz some people don't like to class you and are actually
so it's like they're never going to, I don't know, not everybody has intelligence, not
everybody is emotionally intelligent, to understand, and it's like, y'all know, yeah,
Yeah, alright that's all I have to say about this.
And yeah.
I'm not saying I get to be wrong.
Alright, I'm gonna read these some more.
That is that.
And also, just like, why are you wrote anybody saying,
Oh, he was using them, he was using them.
I just want y'all to put everything together
and realized that everything, and even as you always came up to me, this collab, DG and Ben invited me on to him for our Yard Party
because they do it every year after showing you. That was my collab. If he decided to crush it, he crushed it.
If he decides that I came back, I was supposed to go golfing, I didn't go golfing, I went on, I went to go jet skiing.
He decided to crash the dinner. So regardless, I don't understand how I
I knew that someone if someone keep coming to me
creating like you know what I mean?
And which I don't mind like I said I love him, but it's just like
I think I need that sponsored camera. I gave y'all nothing about what I said, what he said.
I can't tell you how shit about what's going on.
I just told y'all I left because at the end of the day,
I feel like, okay, McQueen calling,
McQueen have the nerve.
And that's just so disrespectful to me
because it's like, you was like,
oh, we should connect,
let me get your Instagram, which everybody did,
we all did that.
But it's like, don't do that off camera
and then when the camera on you think it's like,
OK, just respect me.
And be like, oh, she a hoe, like this broad, this broad.
Like, I'm not going to lie, that was so lame.
That was so, like, that was the lamest thing I ever seen.
And that's why I said, like, men, like,
streamers are in many of the old,
old clip forms to the point where they lose any, like,
moral compass at all, because, like, why are you up?
You know?
Like, I don't know.
but as a woman that's just, that's how it is, so.
I'm not mad at anybody, I'm not mad at my queen,
I'm not mad at anybody.
I just feel like it's just like,
so what bro, like you just too old.
But,
I mean, and if you like look at this content regardless, like it's like
I tried watching the stream and I didn't watch them
I expected that most women don't have self-respect at this level.
And that's what I mean.
It took time for sure.
I don't know.
Even at XT, there were so many moments that I was like, live the little, I used to talk
to myself like I talked to my inner child.
you know, like you shouldn't look for that.
And that's why like a lot of people think I so mean.
A lot of people think I so aggressive.
It's because if someone comes to me disrespectful,
knowing that it's content, instead of removing myself
and like missing out on like a plan
or like missing out on opportunity,
I'll retaliate with disrespect.
So you guys know that that's my bathroom.
Like I'm not taking it.
You know, does that make sense?
But I think tonight it just was one of the moments
where it's just like, let me just leave, like, it's okay.
Let me just leave.
You turned down a lot of people.
I turned down everybody in every single group.
Y'all can all find one, pull it.
I dare someone to find one,
but let me actually be going for someone
any other man, like, please.
you
That was like more of a, it was more detailed and detailed paintings are always like harder
painting, I took painting seriously like last year. Like that's when I really started to do like real
part of painting. But I found out that I know how to paint for two years ago. And yeah, I started to do it.
Yeah, I want to get to abstract, but I feel like it's still so easy. Like I don't like to do super
super easy things. If someone has my website, can they drop my painting, my sentence to y'all?
and deal with paint, just no talking about us,
ourpialivvysd.com.
But I did a Rolex, but I feel like
since I'm so talented,
I don't like to just do a nature painting,
because y'all can do a nature painting
if y'all lock in, it's not hard.
You'd be like, paint those, do one out there.
And that's a little expensive.
But y'all know what I mean, I feel like, yeah.
What's your hobbies besides painting besides painting? Oh, yeah, I have tried a charcoal sketch before and that is not called charcoal painting. So the sketch and I love sketching. So that was super T is on my
I did like, um, TikTok, I did like, functions and stuff, but shit, I saw a good question all the time, so...
Oh, my other, um...
What's it called?
Oh, my other copy?
I really enjoy writing.
I am currently writing two books right now.
shit I was lacking this I was so busy with all of this stuff but yeah I love writing
yeah I've sold two paintings I think one I sold for 500 or 500
and the other one I sold for 900
Q&A, what made you want to start streaming?
Honestly, I wanted to start streaming for the last year.
I wanted to start streaming for the last year, but it just always was like a thought.
And I never got the stuff.
you
I would say system but some of her music is very low vibration
just being real and I'm not energy so especially like if I smoke if I get high
I can't, I can barely listen to music,
because I'll feel that I do more as like,
I don't know, I'll be like,
oh, hell no, I'll be thinking of my brand new shit.
Have you thought about quitting college
to be a full time teacher, right?
I mean, regardless, I'm a very hard worker
and I'll always get shit done,
So I feel like I know I'll be able to balance it too.
And I just want my victory, even if I'm gonna say
I just want a victory.
My favorite Don Toleroy song is swiping on what time right that is one of the best songs
of all time.
Actually, I want to listen to it now, but this is a playlist.
I don't want to come out of it.
Collaborate with them and think during cities that actually don't.
How many years left to complete a degree?
I have about two years left.
Maybe like one year and like eight months.
Q&A, wait, what is the cross thing?
I don't really play video games.
The only game that I like to play, I love a DSi, like I love DSi, and I know it sounds crazy, but I love old Mario games, like Mario Kart, my favorite of all time is, I think it's just called the original Mario, like when you have like, you know, the 12, like, levels or stages.
Q&A, how did your in real life friends react to you blowing up during SD the way you did?
Honestly, all my friends, everyone was so happy for me and like everyone knew I would do it.
Like everybody's gonna say the same thing, like we knew this was gonna happen, like you had it and you like.
you
How many times do you have?
I think I have like five, six.
How many kids do you want?
Yeah, for sure I want to open my own audience with it.
But I want at least like, I want like three kids.
Maybe the most.
I want like three kids.
Maybe the most.
maybe the most. I am 23. Of course, I'm going to a problem shopping show. Q&A, do you give
a fuck about Thursday? I actually really do. Wait, let me talk about that because I don't
talk about that too long. Let me add to some of the other ones.
One of you shopping for your address, Ajax.
Did you play any sports grown up? I was forced to run track.
I hated track and field, but I was held fast.
I used to sprint. I just did a 100 and I was really good at it.
And then when I got over that, I played soccer.
Q&A, are your parents supportive of you streaming?
Yeah, my parents are supportive.
Of course they don't understand as much as we do, but my mom and she was like every time I open and like even if it's not like your face like I just see you everywhere and I see it blitz and my mom is still proud of me.
And actually what I thought my first life, they checked from Twitter to send my mom something ASAP because I just was like, I wouldn't be who I am, like my personality if it wasn't like, you know, for you to work with me and give me a like, you know, that was the first thing.
That was the first day I just got money out of my tenure.
I just sent my mom a chair.
I've been breaking up with my car.
Yeah, it's nice to be filming during the season.
I'm in this space.
I'm really good, I am not.
Q&A, what's your favorite generic, this song?
I have so much, I love LSC.
But that's probably not it, like I have so much.
I love this song.
I have so much things.
Q&A, dream collaboration, my dream collaboration.
Nicki Minaj, August Halvina, Bob Ross.
Nicki, August, Bob Ross, Drake.
I don't want more, let me go,
I don't want to be a go at her.
You're making a way to go on your knees.
I'm not going to let you down.
you
You
Man, well I can't find it, but you can go find it, it's a good word.
I think it's like, fuck, oh sorry God.
But what is that?
It's like, God bless the meek for those who lie here in the earth.
It's like a whole list of those.
It's one of those that talks about whining.
Blessed are those who are, I think that's it.
We will get those back and still on view.
Um, Q&A, we'll be shopping together.
I don't know.
Yeah, I definitely have an idea.
This goes to my outfits.
Would you call yourself a full-time stripper now?
100%.
100%, is that even a question?
I'm sorry, but I just had to say this, right?
I am holding the audience and y'all know I get crazy.
Y'all know I have my zoomies.
I have my dance parties.
When I have people I can clip, like, you know,
and I am so fucking chill right now
and I'm still holding a audience
and this just goes out to the background
when I was staying here.
People are gonna fuck with you because of you.
Like, not, you know, not everything has to be crazy,
you know, I would hate for this dream of a world
to be turned into this big fucking plate,
because it's like,
Anyway, Q&A, Q&A, Q&A. Q&A, how do you feel about comments on your nose? Honestly, I
don't really care. I think I was like, not really, I guess because I was insecure with
my old nose, I didn't like it at all. Since I was, when I was extremely young, I knew
that I just didn't, I knew that I wanted a nose job.
And when I got a nose job, like right,
this is like like, this is what I want.
This is what it's like, this is what I always wanted.
So it's like, I don't really care about the comments
on my nose, I am like, like there's a lot of jokes.
And that's why people was like, it's content, it's content,
no, content is like, okay, yeah, you can comment
on my nose, that's like, okay, whatever, you know?
But it's like, this is their first one you come in for, right?
Q&A was your favorite movie, Twilight.
And that's when I like the little book
that always makes me feel cry.
Blessings are those who mourn for it,
they will inherit the herit.
What do you travel for content also y'all I that was my whole YouTube thing. I've been
to so many countries traveling is my love language to myself and yeah I young watch
all my travel vlogs I YouTube but I will be streaming them now but like honestly I am
Oh, like, after I see, like, there's so much collabs, like, everybody tried collabs, so it's like, I can't believe you.
Q&A, what's going on with you and streaming?
Well, I'd always want to do it, and look at my camera man now that I have now, he was
like, he learned to force me to create like a cake account and just start streaming.
What do you want to accomplish in life?
I want to accomplish financial freedom on my own, like, know that, you know, man, I
not my own. And I also want to reach a state of happiness where I just feel, and I know
like, you know, there's always going to be ups and downs, but I really want to reach
like an equal, a realm of peace of where it's just like, and I think that comes out of
financial freedom, but also to where I am so secure myself, and I'm so happy with myself.
Like I always go back to like my, like my grandma.
Like she's so like positive and she just,
she always comes to stuff like the luckiest girl in the world.
And like no matter like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Like she just always has that like light up on her.
I just, I can't explain it.
I just want to breathe.
There's just a certain level of peace
that I want to reach.
Um, Q&A, what do you do to decompress after a long, or deep, um, sleep?
I like to honestly go out, but...
you
How did you learn how to paint and along with you and paint before?
I taught myself how to paint.
Obviously like Q&A events, you're thinking how important it is.
But Q&A, are you facing any type of version in your streaming world?
Honestly, just realizing that like it definitely is a man dominated.
Not really dominated, but you know who it was like,
it's a mind world, the true world is low key in my world.
Until you build your own wrong eye phone,
which is why I'm gonna tap play
instead of my personality way more into painting
and more into the shit my doctor did.
Q&A, what's your favorite dish in your whole life?
First short, gimme some curry na na na na na na.
Gimme some like barbecue ribs, done rice, done peasing.
I thought I was really, really into fashion last year.
And that's why I love life,
because you could always forget about yourself so much.
But when I was in New York,
I was still friends with this, like, stylus,
school of styles, like, all, like,
athletes, like, MLB players, NBA players, rappers,
and like, we became really good friends,
because she was breaking around those environments.
And New York was a very creative and fashionable place,
and I really was like getting into that
and I was tapping into my fashion stuff.
And when I started my clothing brand,
like if that was my fashion,
it's like where I was like,
I'm excited and I'm putting out this together.
I don't like designing clothes from scratch,
but I'm coming out with a new drug soon.
Q&A will cause you to move to the Bahamas.
My daddy is the handmaid.
And I moved there when I was two,
my brother was living with my whole family
staying outside.
you
It is amazing.
industry your faculty does business in landscaping and I don't know what you
would call owning hotels hospitality. How does it feel to receive so many
opportunities so early in your career? It feels so amazing, I'm so blessed, I'm so
happy and that's why I want to keep a clean image because I want to weigh more like I want
things with brands now like I love to have people but here they will run with the
planets you made I just didn't know some of the first songs so I was like no
I don't know what to put it, but I'm going to listen to it.
Thank you, John.
2320.
Q&A, would you ever do, share with me, or I'll have a comment here.
100%.
I don't even know how to get a plot. I don't know what a plot is.
And I don't understand why I keep saying plots.
Like if y'all see how much music she gets, if she wants to bang it, then I'll throw it out on them.
Y'all see how much music for a guest.
Then I get an average of 100k views.
Why don't y'all think? And not just all my shit, and even from him, a majority guest.
Why do y'all think 10k is like so much from that?
Like I'm so confused.
Bro, my comments are like what?
I don't know how to fawcett.
Bro, my chat, y'all put both of our chats together,
it was a little fawcett in my end.
He had 10 times this.
This is so...
Not square.
Well, if it is water, then I'm fucking up.
I do not even know what the wrong fucking word is.
I don't know if it's shit.
I
gaming is a boring category. It's not a boring category, but I have so much like my personality,
I just live outside, I have to interact with this. I need to be singing, dancing, like creating,
I love to create. My agency is not good, because outside of gaming, I'm more to second, I want to
create something. So obviously, I was just yelling on me a thing, but I can't sit on a
game for too long. I was just like, okay, wait a minute.
So the closing line is the suggestion of the homeless or the shift throughout the U.S.
I should be out the U.S. but when I did like my first job, when I always do like a pop-up job
and when I did my last pop-up job in a ballroom, they just sold me out.
So, you're building a solid community, babe. I love that. And I love you guys for that.
I can't keep track of all my suspensions, but I know you have this, and then you're
Let the kid came in here and was in the room.
He snuck her short.
That's not crazy right now.
And I'm not letting that.
Look, I'm so proud of myself.
I'm like a sister to see life.
I'm not even hungry.
I'm starving.
I'm from Chicago and I'm getting an experiment and you are one of my favorite inspirations.
Is there any chat, I think, that I'm trying to have short, if you can?
Is there ever coming a way back here to escape?
What if that happens, are you determined to break?
For sure procrastination is my word to my way,
and I think that's going to go on down the track.
And also high mental health, and also, um,
I guess I have a mental discipline.
I procrastinate a lot, and it's like, if you think about it,
But I really think about all the shit that you've procrastinated.
I think like that imagine how much they did 365 days in a year.
And like they took like a month and he stopped two months.
Imagine how crazy it helps if you would have been at whatever you're doing.
If you really just walked in and got everything done and
how this is going to end like everybody would feel crazy.
And that's what I procrastination is, I think.
and I actually got this drive for Adderall from right there just like right here in the
But I just wasn't getting all that through.
I didn't feel like I was breathing so hard.
And I'm going to show you more.
You know, I'm just gonna say, I'm gonna see who's who.
My friends, you know, I'm gonna see who's who.
I'm gonna see who's who.
I'm gonna see who's who, my friend.
I'm gonna see who's who.
I'm not sure.
Crasmation and being self-aware of it, as well as great things you know better than
sometimes is.
Thank you so much, Clark.
Your biggest competition is always, we always, always, always use all our big, big,
and cool videos on.
Yes, you don't know what the fuck they're bribing.
You don't know what the fuck they need to get there.
Your biggest competition is always, especially when it's a lot of yourself.
That's how you're agreeing to stop.
you
You
I am a daydreamer.
We look our lives your way.
We foster a person who know your passion.
Smart and creative.
I say work your health.
I'm a actor.
I'm a writer.
I hope it's not happening behind the scenes.
Our team is hardest.
We'll be all in our life.
That's a nation.
We all just make it.
They look like Mike and I.
I'm a girl at the same age when you're five or you're gonna interact when you come to
the age.
I love my dog, he's funny.
Feel me, is there anything you wish you did to do Jerry's trouble you?
Oh, I wish I interacted with light.
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I think it's actually about, yeah, we'll still get about Hawaii, it's something about the
I don't know.
I kind of explained the mountains, the details of people.
I don't know.
But I was like, I don't know.
I just never look for another answer.
Was running through the grass.
This salt is how much.
And I stayed like, I didn't stay in Waukevee, which
is the main thing.
I stayed an hour away.
There was no grocery stores close.
There was no gas stations.
I was just on the beach, like it just was really secluded and oh my gosh, did I die?
Okay, let me think of something last year, I'm afraid we're dead, let this game rush,
for your parents.
I'm just going to get all of them to do their job.
I'm still alive.
And I'm just on this job for life.
And I'm not going to have that.
That's what I'm doing.
I'm going to stay alive.
I'm all out of my days.
Thank you after I leave.
Sure you can also.
I'm going to bring you in now then.
Yeah, I'm going to get out of here.
I'm just going to get a little bit of a walk in there.
You know, if you're going to get out of here,
But you know what you like to hear?
I love you, I was in love with you.
I did not like this song or a white key.
I actually despise this song.
Fuck.
Oh my hair's wet. Why?
Why are they with my hair?
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