you
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Say, can I meet?
Can I meet an hour?
Let me know, let me know, let me know, let me know, let me know.
Let me know, let me know.
I've just made a quick last HL, you know, the ice, I and all that stuff, like, you
can see, you're like, it's like, you know what I mean?
What, um, um, what's good, I think it was good stuff, if I look over here, my
my chat is right there because I'm just doing off my phone real quick.
Am I muted?
Am I muted, am I?
Okay.
Well, I'm back.
I'm wet right now.
Okay, mine.
So that's what I'm trying to write now.
I'm alive.
And I told my community, I told my chat that I was going to,
so not going to be launching it in my law,
it's going to be pretty simple.
I just want to come on here and again,
so not to express anything, whatever it is,
It's more about explaining the Felix I felt like, if I'm being honest, the last time I did, when the clip came out, the video came out, whatever it was,
just being fully honest, I think, I came out really fast, I hadn't even been able to gather my thoughts yet, whatever the case might be.
And you all know me also a lot of the times I speak and nothing really comes out.
I cannot promise we would act, it won't happen again.
But I can understand, it's not my first name, it's very like, you know what I mean?
But I won't say that I want to speak about it.
Even though somebody was saying, I don't need to whatever it is, I don't want to speak about it.
and I definitely want to leave this sit right here
and move right back to the nursing store again
because this whole start this whole year
I've been probably had a best period I've had so far
and I want to keep that string going
and I want to keep a person
but I also want people to know that
I also want people to know context,
also want people to know how I really am or what I have done
and not done it in what I'm never gonna do with it
if I'm just being fully honest, I built this up all myself.
I'm not going to let no fake ass narrative cut down my career.
We'll never do this in every, no matter what it is.
I think everybody should have a chance just be from themselves.
I think everybody should be able to talk
and not just hear from a TikTok clip
and that's all you go about because you don't know,
respectfully, you don't, you know what I mean?
So, I will see this, let's get this, you know what I'm seeing, I'm going to get this
shit out there, and I'm going to see exact how it is, and I'm moving on, I'll keep it
level. We're not lagging, right? So, the clip came out with the restaurant clip, came out.
People, I came out, it very harsh, it very aggressive. And it was like, oh, I was seeing
the time is I know they're very aggressive, whatever, just being honest, that if an honest
just quick aggressive reaction of somebody who's probably a little bit embarrassed, just being
frank with you, that I've even kissed anyone in public because that's just not, you know,
that's just something I should not do. I'm being honest, like it shouldn't, right? Just
full of honest sake, just full of honest sake. Now for anyone else to say it by the way, I'm
to see that right now, not for anyone else to say, no matter what it was, no, like that.
For my sake, I shouldn't, like, that's what it is.
I mean, the public eye everyday is just going to get taken, whatever it is, I was going
to be taking, right?
So, the biggest thing that is whole thing that I'm seeing is again, what's how we're
going on?
What's on that we're going on?
Oh, you did yana dirty this, you did yana dirty that, you, oh, how can you lose to
my girl, whatever it is?
Okay, I will explain, if you're so crazy about it, if you're so crazy, because I will say this right now and I'm a keep saying it, I'm a keep saying it, since I started my career bro, the people who've been watching every single day, they know, they know fully, I mean, I don't think I've seen anyone else in, and no, I'm defragments right now, I'm not trying to put on no fucking, uh, no fucking Jackie that says, oh I'm a victim, oh, Phil Stephanie know, I'm not trying to hear none of that, I'm the other person, I'm not trying to hear none of that, I'm the other person, I'm not trying to hear none of that,
I'm here this thing, I should invest it, okay? Very simple.
What makes you work in that age? You're nice, so I could do a little lagging in the old looking shit.
You know what I mean? So, that's for you, brother.
Is it lagging? Something is lagging. My bad, let me get to my point.
So, yes, please.
So, where was the lagging?
Oh yeah, ever the start of my career, you can really see the whole entire last year.
Anything I do, that motherfucking game, salinity to the ground, though,
that should get taken like this like a fucking turkey leg, put that bitch in the ground and slap dirt on the ground.
Like that's all that, that's literally all that is, anything I do,
literally anything I do, and I swear to you, when it actually comes to stuff that it's a full
explanations of things I've done whatever it is. I do not understand that's
readiness of everything, but I really don't. I'm just being honest with you. You might
mean my don't want to hear me say this thing to be aggressive at the situation, but I will
be because you people want to internet and I'm not like it's not if you're not
community this time, which usually sometimes is pretty toxic. It is people that
let me see these clips and it takes you out of contact and the next person is the next person
and so on, so on, so on, so on. Okay? How long I'll get to it? I'll get to it.
Posing hold on, I'll get to it. So I'll get to the point straight away. People are
certainly in back scene. Oh, but you kissed a girl and you was having this a life human
And we're young and he was flirty and you were holding his correct.
That is correct.
What, again, the viewer don't do not know about, let me tell you.
The Hawaii trick I was in a marathon, right?
The North Carolina thing, I was in a marathon. What does that mean for the, for the, for the
TikTok people who don't really watch for streams? I was not for a 30 day straight.
I didn't have a single second of Kimber at all, at all.
at all, sleeping in everything, okay?
Before that, I had done, I think it's one or two scenes
when Jan was here at the crib, okay, again, streams.
The first ever time, in a really much other heritage,
because it don't matter what I say right now,
the TW will trigger like that anyways, mama's sake.
The first ever time, ever, ever,
and I'm ever, I spoke to Jan,
with literally when I end my marathon after my wife trip.
And guess what, I ended it at night?
Three hours later, I had a flight.
What does that mean?
I had spoken to Yana for about one hour,
one hour, I spoke to Yana, off screen, one.
But here you are, I'm going to talk about all
but you were filming days,
she was filming this for you,
shut the fuck up, you don't know nothing.
We have been given, we had never spoke off camera until after a while, literally never.
But you expect me to start knowing that you're fully creating filmist for a goalfully?
Are you fucking retarded?
And yeah, I really do not understand, and I'm a commoner in a thing.
And you want me to say to him, she don't even get it either.
Like, what is it that I'm really confused or like, like, what do you think this is?
You think you can just create, listen, what we do, can't say, not to my Hawaii.
Yes, of course, it was flirting.
It started getting more and more out, we had a connection, yes, but what you also got to
understand, for the real life people off stream, you cannot actually create a connection
just through a stream.
You have to actually talk to a personal team off camera, get to know personal things about
and see them for not entertainment, not to clip for them, because me and I know damn well
how to move on camera to get clips out there, of course we do. So my first ever time
is in Hawaii. After 54 one hour by the way, one hour after that, all things right now,
I will straight on a flight, straight on a flight, to London. I didn't work over there, and then
And I kissed her in the rest of her life.
By the way, so we get out there.
Not that it makes any better anything like that.
But people on my body, I kissed her.
They're not, you know, they're not sleeping with her.
They're not doing anything else.
That was that right there.
OK?
Not that I managed.
I just want to get that out there too.
First of all, OK?
So after that, right?
I get back home to the States, I get back home to the States, mind you again, still
not talking on it because it is not physically possible for what I did during the time
when I was working.
It's physically not impossible.
So I go back home, I go back home to the States and I start taking on and now we start
texting, we started seeking to LA for some work, we saw each other.
It is the first time we decided to ever see each other off stream, off cameras.
So we did, right?
We did.
I'm not going to say anything, whatever it is, but we started seeing each other off camera.
We did 100% you know, people started noticing whatever this thing other.
Okay?
I will tell you right now, the second, after that first time I actually hung out with
I thought I was talking more, we started facing all this type of stuff, obviously I wouldn't just sit in it like, just keeping it in real, what do you think I am, bro?
like this whole creative narrative that's going to speak about because
you think I would actually have something seriously
on a talking or leading her own all the stuff and talking
and I think I would not do that.
I would not.
And again, again, I will say this right now,
I'm saying this to just get that out there
because sling and somebody sling talking about somebody
He's talking about somebody said she just had any other in their worst job in seeing
this like, oh, they're you talking about you really good.
I mean, what is you, as a man of God or woman, what have you done to come in?
Want to put, protect God on me?
Good job, buddy.
I'm like, what are you even saying, I'm not like this point?
I don't even understand at this point.
I don't think you understand that by speaking about
how the internet has spoken about it, these past few days has, like, literally, I
will tell you right now, and listen, I will tell you, I will tell you that alone speaking
about how it's been, you don't think that hurts. For example, Yana, more than, actually
seen a video of me kissing somebody when we was not talking. Of course, she's not going to tell
you all that. People don't really like on stream hanging out isn't this thing with offline.
And I mean, of course they don't, they're not streamers, but it's like, it's just like,
I just had to get like, I had to say this, but I'm not going to just go back online
and then add to everything, it's cool because it was not, but you also understand, again,
I'm not going to make them look not that I've been to a couple of rides that she's bringing
to this, obviously, you know what I'm saying?
So it's going to be pretty bad.
It's just like, I'm just very confused about you seeing that or did you see what more
than did it?
But, respectively, what did I'm confused with?
So, now it's like, now it's like, now it's like, now it's like, now it's like, now it's like,
to take money on a kid of blood.
And again, it's like, she said it's on her stream,
whatever it is, she is completely entitled to her opinion.
I wish she wouldn't speak about, you know what I'm saying.
I prayed, I actually speak and opened my mind and what every she
children and talks about it, actually they did, and for the other people involved in this
situation, truly, truly, truly, truly, like I will say, I cannot speak on data half, of course,
and I will not include, they speak themselves or whatever it is, but, you know, of course,
of course, I've put on various stuff, of course I do, like, even though technically I didn't
whatever whatever I did, it's just like, of course I'm in a very slight, I'm
kissing somebody in a restaurant and you know, not I'm with, I'm talking
to Yana and it's so close by so it makes her look really bad and all this stuff
is like, of course it's not cool. So obviously I want to apologize to people
involved in the situation for sure, like I really really do because I'm not
trying to be no character like that, I'm not trying to be no fucking evil person.
I don't want to be no evil person.
It's not how my race and you're like, not at all like none like that.
So it's like, of course not, it's just, I just need things to be explained correctly.
And not taking to a whole other level of things that is just not real or correct.
Right. And, you know, I made a mistake for short. I made a mistake and I wish I was
a better man. I really, really do. Just in general, like in general to everybody's
like, I wish I was a better man. And I just got to learn from it. I really used to
and that's it, you know?
So...
But...
Get, I mean...
It's pretty much all I have to say about this situation.
And keeping the push and keeping the going,
I've been through this road so many times,
like I can't even, it can't even explain it. And that's that. And I will also say this,
respectfully to my decimal community, but we're all the other people, whatever it is,
and you can be like, let me show it. But I will not be sitting here doing this, this girl can't
to again, I guess there's no point, like I'm trying to focus on what I've done, this, this,
this, in January where I've just been going through my thing, it has been the best
ten days of, of cutting up done, like all that I say, is, is, is, is dramas, is troubles, is
all this stuff, and yes, again, I know I put myself in this position by doing all these
things, I understand that, like, I put young on stream, I did that stream, I took you
I understand that I put myself in a position so that's why I know I'm at fault of anything
I'm doing how it looks. Yes, I understand that I fully understand I'm not saying I'm not it
I mean but I did want to just also say what it is and I I really am explaining myself
for some things honestly the biggest thing that people think it is which is the cheating thing
So, I want to lay the shit to rest for it, that's it.
But obviously, people still in song of all, and it's a sensitive subject.
And I will also say that, you know, the other day, when it did happen, I've rushed into a stream.
And there were many certain trolls about it, and whatever it was.
And obviously, that's not cool either, you know, but again, I have to live and I have to learn.
learn and that's that's that's all my fault because I could have easily prevented that and I did not
and that's it for so yeah so please don't go you know don't say don't say I don't
I want to say anything about anybody else or whatever it is, I've been through this,
I'm going to keep going through things best or whatever it is if I want to become better
man, I have to do better and correct my mistakes that I did and live in my own gross.
That's it, man.
That's what we just did.
We are.
And for the people again, it's going to be like, it's going to be like, oh, he didn't
say it's going to be like, oh, he didn't say it's going to be like, oh, he didn't
say it's going to be like, shit, actually that bro, like shit, that's it up on him, it's
like it's like, bro, it's just a quiet thing, man.
You want to take time, you four years, so we're talking about a whole little, another
in women's relationship, but rest of the kids are on their way.
We are a lawyer and three, always to the number of students tomorrow.
There's the last time I was speaking about it and I just want to get out the way.
I just want to get out the way because I'm not going to go into another stream with this energy.
Let's let the people hate, who hate, let the people form their opinion,
I'll put that fake opinion which is crazy.
I think you put a big 10% to 10, thank you so much.
Yeah, y'all must go, bro, so yeah.
And three, love y'all, bro.
I'm going to see how boys tomorrow,
sit in a little look, you know what I mean,
little blindy-bib, but yeah.
I think you're back in the world, back to no more.
And yeah, you're ready for take action, I like it.
Okay.
Oops.