You
And listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen,
chat, how are we doing, bro?
We're back from Miami.
The last day was yesterday, I got just got off a flight.
And for all the new people that is in here, and it's all the new people that just started
watching you maybe pass a week, and we're going up a little crazy, you know what I'm saying?
Thank you all for watching me wherever you're from, wherever the community came from, maybe you're a new new person in general that found me
Every Sunday I do one hour for a God and I only talk about real life thoughts. I thought about my thoughts for the week
I thought about actual stuff that's one of the real life for me for y'all
Talk about
How God, you know, I got I got has impacted my life
Maybe can impact yours. I'm not trying to put religion. Nobody I'm not trying to put God or nobody I'm not a pastor
I'm not an expert, it's just my experiences and I think if I could help one person, that would make God happy
You know, make me happy and then I go right back into a Monday and I go back into content
But for for on Sunday's I only do that so if you knew
Hopefully you enjoyed hopefully you stay hopefully you see what I have to say if you're not it's okay
I'm right back after tomorrow. I promise with the regular stuff so it's up to all 100% not for us
There's nobody in our means. So
hopefully if y'all want to stay y'all could have a little bit of not see I was small, okay?
Anyways man, yo chat Sunday bro, just got back from Miami, I mean a little bit, a little bit,
but not like crazy, not like crazy, but yeah, had y'all thought about this week.
Had y'all thought about this week bro, for me it was probably content wise, one of the best
days I've had so far, I would say. I mean I'm not gonna lie and it's currently, I
be honest, it's currently, it's currently Sunday, January 25th, 25th and I mean I've
missed maybe like three days I think because I'm not missed because I'm just
paying the sum of the days because I took off but I'm abroad I feel like every
single, every single sum is being good like I'm not even kidding. I truly feel
like every single stream has been good.
But obviously, I don't know, I don't know something,
you know what I'm saying?
Shout out yesterday, shout out to Alex,
Bro, he did his thing, Alex is saying,
go, I'm shout out to Yellow,
was Wolf, the land, the barricade,
Carl's driving me back all this stuff.
And shout to Ron, Lacey,
everybody else in the house with us,
of course, doing all this stuff.
And you know, yes, shout out to me, bro.
Shout out to my hand, he goes, my hand, he goes,
my hand, he goes, my hand, he goes, my hand, he's like,
but it was fun, not being like,
Not for once not going on a boat every single day and like like I don't even know what, you know,
keep going on a boat and having BBA bandits around me for two weeks straight and doing the same thing.
Like it's like it just goes to so about like a little bit.
You know, yesterday we average like 16k we peed like 21 or things like.
I'm sorry, I'm in chorus, I'm in chorus, do you know that when I used to do the BVL and the thing
Miami, I have like nine or nine or ten, whatever it is, like Pete, that's 23 even, like not that
that matters, if I'm just saying it goes to show, like just having a photo of friends and doing stuff that's actually entertaining
it's just way better, like it I'm saying so, I mean that's what I'm doing whole January, so I'm just going to keep the goal of keeping consistent
That's all Nicole come on here right now and do it because again, I will tell you all this right now
I'll also be taking stuff like god, god, leave me.
Hit the scene. Hit take him in, hit take his subs,
but soon every day, I feel good.
I feel great chat.
I've been really, really good.
I'm happy a lot.
Obviously, now it's hot,
but that's gone.
It's about 225, just hearing muscle,
getting back into gym and stuff like that.
And yeah, I'm just like,
That's right.
Why put me catch that waste?
Okay. I mean, I'm just...
All right.
Okay.
Also, I want to say this real quick.
I want to say this real quick.
I can just show you.
I just want to show that something.
That's what we show that something real quick.
This right here is I'll get tell.
This is, um, this is our here is, uh, let me see, this AI by the way, I still
see this AI, uh, for sure, like when it's an AI, um, I just hopped up the flight and I saw
that, um, the AI, I don't really understand it.
Don't really understand how, how awesome, cheap, now let's say, now let's say, now let's
It's not really my team, it's not my team, but if it's in a prayer, it is my team.
So I'm not like, I'm not like, I'm not really like, but I'm good, I'm good, I'm telling
I'm not bad, it's not even that, but it's like, come on, every single time, this, this
art song, the little time art song, or it's no have the greatest starts to every single
season.
But, but, let's say for you, but, like, what are you all doing bro? Like, what are I actually doing?
Stop, no, I thought you're crazy. No, I'm not. You're always like I'm the same bro, please.
Also, just like the mini-master go today. That's the type of God I'm doing in the
Kentucky so I can't imagine. That's literally the type of God I'm going to do.
Because we can y'all know that next week
Leave one button. I
Guess I get what do you mean?
What do you mean? I guess it stop saying that come over come on. You're gonna have some fake. I'm not gonna lie
Right now the fate for you off from from your it's I it's not pretty low. I don't like it a lot
I would like it all wrong. I'm gonna
Genly go
Man city five I guess I guess my city's won the title again. I guess
Anyway, I'm sorry about that, but yeah, it's been a really good week.
It's been a really really good week.
Just in Miami, Miami should have done.
So it's gonna go like this today.
I'm gonna do Gashimazi right here and then tomorrow,
I'm gonna try to get a stream in.
I wanna do like some desks.
I'm on my own reacts.
I just wanna like conclude this whole week
and get like a good talk with y'all.
And I'm gonna try to play like a little bit like
somewhere ever, I was saying it's a marshmallow.
I'm going to see if I'm going to need a resource for more as well that I have the DNA test, but
so one's going to be like a big show that's going to be good for me to chill
and then because the day after we get tired and that's why I'm not going to stream
that's why I'm going to push it. I'm just telling all that schedule right now so I'm going to go
party and it's like that but good up this you know what I mean and then the tour the day after
which is Tuesday will be put a flight because it's 16 hour flight I'm not going to be able to stream
even if I want to. I would love to but I can't. So if that's cool, so I won't be streaming
then and then hopefully for the guitar I'm still getting updates on what I can stream
more like a nasty, but I want to stream every single day. Okay and then again, give
you out update, okay. So I have to go, this is going to go. So let me tell you a quick one
second one, second one, second one, second one, second one, second, second, second, second, second,
So, give them a schedule up here, like a little, like a little, like a guy's up.
So, sorry, my bad, last thing, so I'll know.
Tomorrow, today, gosh, tomorrow, stream.
And then I got a pack and I wanted to stuff like this.
And then it's 27th, we leave a guitar.
28th, 29th, 30th, 31st in guitar, streams.
Hopefully, streams every day, don't call me on that,
because I don't know where we can stream or what not.
But I'm not for a fact, I'm gonna stream the game,
and I can stream the practice, which is fine.
And then we leave the first, which is probably not going to be streamed, okay?
Just tell you right now, because then I'm going to Italy, second, third and fourth,
and even fifth, I'm pretty sure. And then leaving the sixth.
I know, I know, I know, I know, I'm going to Italy because I really wish I could tell you
all what I'm doing there, brother. If you understand what I'm about to do there, I'm
filming for something coming up. I don't want to say too much, but, well, again, like,
also like crazy shit. I should have done a life. And I'm gonna see if I can squeeze in every single day
streaming, walk home in this thing. You understand? So hopefully chat, that'll be good so I can
keeps you, I don't want him to notice because I'm already going to miss 27th and that's
the lead only the only thing if I can shoot the first one with Trevor, I want to see if I can do that.
But I'm going to try to shoot every day. I'm going to try to set up,
the other season right now, I'm going to try to set up a some football sessions with some maybe
some like Italian club song like that. I'm trying to figure everything out, I haven't got
so far yet, I'm going to try to do today and then come back home to six. Then it's a super ball
and it's all like, it's just much like going on. But I'm going to tell y'all what it is for now,
You all know travel scheduling, all this stuff,
but I'm telling around, I do not wanna miss more than two days,
or even three of it, a streamer.
I'm really not, I'm such a bit consistency-path right now
and going up really, really well.
And like, steady, and I feel like my community's growing a lot.
So I don't wanna miss too much of that make sense.
But yeah, that's the thing.
You know, when I go to Italy,
I'm filming for like two days, I was thinking,
should I go back home to Sweden for like a day,
just like, see my family?
No, I was thinking about it first, but I was like, now I'm pretty sure that it's so close to Ellie, I won't see them until summer time
It's like it burns like two hour flight. I was like, should I go for like the day and just like go to it so I go for guitar
It's really for a day and then go to Ellie and then you sound to him
I know I'm trying to figure out the whole schedule, but I'm gonna I'm gonna three out today
I just want to let you know that's what it is
See, I'll know what's going on. See, I don't think I'm not over there. I'm excited about
You've been a grown-up bro, trusty, I know I'm just trying to figure out best of their possible.
I'm telling our bro, I better do not want to meet streaming like too much, so I'm trying to figure out
because it's going to be a lot of traveling there, that's the thing, I mean, I'm going to wait for it, anyway, bro.
We hear chat, we hear it.
I'm excited, we got so much stuff coming up, it's been so good so far in the admin, welcome to the
Sunday stream real quick, can I see all the new chaters in their first time chaters?
I want to see all right now.
Everybody that's new type in the chat right now. If you're a new chat in type right now
If you are an OG chatter welcome everybody right now
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Unlock your cash. What's good with you? We got funny gaming was good
Welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome, man.
Welcome to the family, welcome to the family happy Sunday,
God bless you all, and yeah, it's just straight into it.
So how you having fun?
So how you having fun, and then talk to me.
Talk to much of our lives, man.
Talk to much of our lives, how you all been doing.
What's the vibe right now?
I know we did the last ones like two weeks
so I know a lot of people felt a little new,
going to this new year, a little lost, whatever.
You're a little big, father, it's appreciate it.
Thank you so much.
How are we doing, bro?
Well, good.
Get it back in the gym, chill, chillin,
had a football match.
Okay, okay, fill a little stuff, okay.
Been messing around some more of the caron, okay,
okay, okay, okay, okay, how you feeling though?
Good, bro.
I've been having weird shots of breakfast,
I really know what to do.
Just gotta go watch you night and win at the end of my, okay.
Been at, okay, come on,
don't look for my boy.
All school tomorrow, I love watching you.
Thank you, but appreciate it.
I'm sick, okay, okay, okay, stop what happened about that,
I said, you're going to be a bit far from processing over thinking, bro,
there's been, there's been, it's been, I feel like it's been like an interesting few weeks,
but I thought about the other day, you know, I wanted to, I wanted to, oh gosh, she's,
I wanted to talk about it, I wanted to talk about our screen yesterday, but like,
but also don't in the way bro.
Against real thoughts, I'm not kidding like,
I don't know if you're gonna agree with me or not on this,
but I feel like lately bro,
like social media is just especially twitch,
it's a bunch of like drama bro.
It's like bunch of drama nowadays,
I feel like, it's like a gossip channel.
It's not even like, it's like,
It's just, I understand what I'm saying.
I really thought about other day, I'm just going to quit it or whatever, right?
I'm just looking.
I want to take talk, I mean, whatever it's going on with everybody in everybody's relationship
saying, I mean, you've seen them work, I also want to not have a slight.
It's just so messy.
And like obviously, I wouldn't do the thing a couple weeks ago, or I, yeah, like
It's a couple of weeks ago and obviously like I had to go through that, you know, I make mistakes and I got to figure it out and that's my fault, you know, just learn from it and stay out of stuff like that completely. But I just thought about it after I was like, do it.
I'm seeing the entire timeline and people are literally going live to talk about people's
situations and, you know, that's the biggest topic, that's what gets the most of you's.
And it's like, Dan, bro, like, I'll certainly run yesterday after our stream, I've just
after these couple of days.
Also, this is fun, like this is just content, like it should be content, it should be people
doing fun stuff and then leave it at that bro.
have your private life go do whatever you feel like you need to do like go hand or stuff,
everybody has everybody has it's tough behind the scenes, everybody knows you know what I'm saying
and we know that but it's like I thought about I was telling the wrong stuff girl what happened with
twitch you know what's this mother what when with twitch like people came out of place to game
and then when they game you have a whole family and they got an actual stuff going on
and then I did that was it that was twitched though that was twitched like you know what's in
But now it's like, now it's like a, I feel like it's, it's, how do you explain it?
It's the new, it's like a reality, teach it, like everybody's sitting in this big,
and honestly not even a big book, but there's a few, there's a bunch, it's a handful of students
I feel like right, and we're all in this bubble, and they just stay in it, and everybody
says that everybody's business, that's what I feel like.
And then there's outside notes and opinions from the outside.
And it just gets, it's just messy.
It's like, God, leave it, read life.
Like, in the early room, I've been a part of it a lot of it.
Like, oh, no, that obviously, I wish I wasn't,
cause I really hate, I hate John most of it.
I don't know that.
But it's like, and I'm very like,
gotta get out that bubble, but
like, you see what I'm saying,
messy, why not right now?
No, okay.
I don't know what we're talking about.
talk about people's content and he said, talk about like, you know, I don't know, talk
about who's the better streamer, like, that's fine, I don't know, I was thinking about
the other day, it's like damn, I really want to try this year to just be out of all
of that stuff, like, especially after I felt so many times, I was doing stuff, I just want
to, I want to focus on myself, focus myself, lock in on me, bro, and that's also going
into what I wanted to say now and go into today's word of God where I feel like.
One of the things I wanted to talk to all about is just I think I think lately in
I don't know if you can agree or not, but I think lately a lot I've been so up to what
I'm doing it and trying to, you know, do everything at the same time and I think sometimes I get lost and I feel like I'm right now I'm in a period again.
I'm going to come on in all the time and be honest on these guys streams.
I feel like I feel a little low, not lost but I feel like I'm getting low pulled away from the word just because I'm not focusing enough on.
I'm saying, I'm not going to, I feel really good right now.
I feel like I'm doing amazing.
I felt like I'm just focusing myself,
and stuff like that.
But I do feel like when I do,
you also do focus on something so hard,
like I'm doing right now with streaming
and just myself and you're not going to the gym
and I go straight to streaming
and then I get all streamed
and then I try to think of ideas again
and then back to back to back to back to it's very easily,
which is not bad, by the way.
It's very easily to just like,
like slowly to cheer like I did them.
What's that in my work today?
And I think it's very, very, very, very important
that you do not forget that.
This one guy at the gym, I go to Equinox now, right?
I'm not flexing out problems.
I'm kidding, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not.
But just tell y'all, my, my week, whatever.
I go, I go to Equinox.
And I'm not kidding.
It was the day everything happened with the whole situation
that I was in.
this train that comes up to me,
a strong life, I'm not kidding.
I don't know if I told you I was,
but he passed me on the back of your nose.
He goes, yo, my room broke.
I was like, I'm telling, I'm good.
And you know, I could do it.
I don't really like talk to people.
And he goes, I could just feel your energy
and something that I just told me to come up to
and just pray for you.
I was like, what?
Pray for me.
And a lot of people do that like to me.
You're up seeing on seeing, like, a lot of them.
for that wall and you know you get that little emotional filling site
Damn, I haven't had this in the while having talked to nobody in the while having really been filled the press in a while
Like is this a dog is this God telling you that listen hey wake up
Wake up
You're doing amazing but you still need to keep me there the whole time you can't just you can't just like can't forget you know, I mean don't forget
so
He says this prayer
and
He says this prayer about everything I'm thinking,
every single thing, I'm like, what?
And I know it sounds so crazy,
but I promise you, I was like,
I don't know if you knew what I was
and he just wanted to pray for me
in general, he's many, see what was going on.
But either way, it was still like,
I felt like God just standing to do that, you know?
So, he says this prayer,
I remember I went back calling to my number down,
and this guy is literally every single day
when I go to the gym now, he's like,
Are you in your word?
Also, I'm trying, I'm not doing the best, whatever.
I need to say, being your word,
and he just goes to go to go to the late message everyday.
I can literally get everything ready
because he works to his actual personal training.
So I'm like, get my now-like,
I'm like, okay, I can bro, get in your word,
like I look what he's saying.
And when I'm trying to tell you
with the word today, what I'm trying to say is,
I'm gonna read, I actually put something down
because I wanna, what I wanna start doing my Sundays,
it's like actually take a little scripture
and read it to the author, it makes a little bit more sense.
I mean, again, not trying to force a little anybody or faith or anything like that.
So we talk about talk about real life stuff that people actually go to and maybe see if I'm
going to get some advice, you know what I mean?
What's good?
Oh, I got to my computer move that.
My bad, my bad.
I was like, what's that chat?
Yeah, I'm ready.
I'm alive.
I'm glad to hear you.
Let me see you on the one.
Okay.
Let me be dealing with.
So.
So basically what I'm trying.
Okay.
So sorry.
What I was trying to read was.
It's a 9.62534 in a sense.
Don't worry about life's necessities.
Okay.
Now, that might not make any sense.
We need to read it like that.
Again, I have a really hard time understanding
other Bible sometimes, because sometimes it's like,
it's very vague and you've got to read more into it.
But basically,
I'm going to just tell people not to be anxious about food
to go clothing emphasizing that life itself
is more important than these things.
in a worry can add a single moment to one's life, right?
A pass from Jesus, a similar on the mountain,
teaching followers not to worry about daily needs.
I fool you to close because God,
your Heavenly Father, no one's there needs to provide
to even the birds, lilies which are far less
valuable than humans, okay?
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on,
I'm explaining it, okay, wait, wait.
Cause I thought this was really good
and that this what he was talking about, right?
So, um, I don't know where he's at.
Sometimes we don't need a new word, we need to sit with the word, and I wrote this down.
Where is the line trying to control the future?
Most rest-consumant things we cannot fix.
For example, this guy came up to me in the gym,
And I came back home in our reddit's verse, and I think a lot of people do a lot of time
is like I just put down right here is in word by things we cannot even control.
For example, tomorrow that day after that, whatever it is, you don't even know what's going to happen,
You don't even know what's going on.
You don't even know if you're gonna hit the jackpot.
You also don't know if you're gonna break your foot.
You also don't know if you're gonna break your leg.
Whatever it is, you also don't know if you're gonna wake up, feel very sad.
Whatever it is, what you can control, what you can control, what you can control, and
it is what I'm trying to say with this.
For example, you can control waking up, reading the Bible.
You can control standing in your word.
You can control that you pray to times.
you can't control being nice with people.
Like, it's like, I don't know exactly how
I can explain this in the best way possible, but
going back to what I'll say and how I've been feeling,
it's just like, I think it's very easy for me to just
shy away from it.
And that is actually something I can control, right?
And no matter what's going on,
No matter what drama is in the world, no matter what people are saying, again, that's not something you can control, right?
So, from me personally this week, I'm supposed to feel like I just need to get back to my word,
still put him first always and like, if you do put him first always, everything else would just kind of follow along if that makes sense, you know what I mean?
And that's what I'm in fillings, I don't really know.
I don't really know how I should do with that.
It's kind of like, I'm not asking you all what's
talking about that, but it's like, I feel like it's very important,
but we're not to lose that.
I think every time I do that, it's just everything just kind of,
doesn't go, it goes better if I just keep it first.
Like in I'm saying, but that's saying to me,
you kind of start feeling a little guilty.
So I put it in your routine.
No 100% I think everybody should.
But then you know, sometimes you kind of,
you kind of get out of the routine.
It's just I'm saying.
And before I remember I was always always,
I used to never ever skip it ever.
But like, lady, I feel like I have in this like,
have you ever done this?
For example, like you go to bed, right?
And I pray everything when I before go to bed.
But then you fall asleep because you saw
sauce and the tired tired and then I wake up and I'm like, wow, I just fell asleep last night
and I missed my prayer. And now you're like, you see, I'm saying to that, and I feel like my
whole day is just, I'm like, damn, why not do that? I feel like guys looking down and me and judging
the odds is not, but that's just how I feel. So I just, I don't know, both sides. I want to make
sure what I'm doing this now. I'm doing better now. I just want to make sure that I'm not
I've got a little sight of what is actually the most important thing which is happening.
So, yeah, bro, that's how I'm feeling.
I'm feeling really good.
Again, trying to, I feel so guilty when I'm in my prayer, I know, bro.
I know, I know, I know, bro.
Oh, no.
Oh, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
Wait my bad one second one second one second one second one second
one sec
I'm sorry my honest where I forgot to turn off my hat
I need to return off now my fault my fault my fault my fault I'm a part of this politics politics politics politics politics
But yeah, I don't know that's how my full answer also also another thing that I think
Again, it's very hard for me to be fully, fully open, they've all this stuff, but another
thing that I think it's a really big part of me going to this year, and I feel like I,
I obviously, you know, I'm not perfect, I've been, like, you know, probably not the best,
I've talked about it before, but I'm really trying to become
just better in general in everything I do and just be like a
lot. Be a better, more, more Solomon. I look at a lot of people,
for example, I really do and again, I'm not trying to get
No body, I really am not, but I'm looking at other creators that do stuff well and I think
one of them for example is speed, I really do things I know, I keep talking about speed always,
but I do it because I think he's the perfect example bro, I think he, he does it very well
So to the point where he goes and he does his content and he separates himself a lot from
other people because I think, you know, for example, like he chives nice and African
bro and I'm seeing all of it and it's just it's so cool to see how I can keep hammering
himself where, you know, he he explores other cultures and he does it very well and then
He saw that to the people in the world, how it is.
That same time he has fun with it.
But then I've never, I mean, when do you ever see him
in drama?
I remember when he first started, he would be in it.
He would be in it because it was like, you started.
And now he's been in it for years and years and years and years.
But I think he's realized that, you know,
he doesn't want to be in none of that.
That's why he just stays out of all that stuff.
He doesn't, you know what I mean?
When he ever go on Twitter and this,
he's in some stuff, never, pretty much right?
and just like you.
Yeah, but I'm trying to, I mean,
I don't know if you have to tell about,
I'm trying to navigate my way more and more that way.
You know what I mean?
I think everybody starts start to look crazy,
which I mean, I think I did too.
I'm still in some, you know, saying some stuff always,
but I think I started pretty crazy
to I'm just trying to read, I read a little bit.
And a lot of people sometimes say like,
oh, it was way more funny back in a day or whatever,
but it's not about, it's not about being there.
Same for this week and when I talked about on stream,
If you're going kind of viral where, you know,
I want to associate myself with whatever it was, whatever I said.
You know, people can take that as wrong or
new team store, whatever it is, but it's not.
It's more like you just trying to do better for yourself
and stay out of just people's business and drama.
Like it's pretty simple, right?
So you grow and change is always good if it's for the better.
So yeah, you got a lot of support for taking that said,
no, I just see that.
I didn't see that.
But obviously, nobody's perfect.
I think you get through it.
I think you mature as you go.
And I feel like I'm already seeing that already this new year.
Hopefully, you'll see that too and the small things.
But every single small thing turns into a big thing.
And, yeah, it's just, I don't know, bro,
I feel like I felt as if what I'm trying to do
is the direction I'm trying to go this year
and trying to be better.
Trying to be better as a man,
trying to be better as a person,
trying to be better to see all two people around me,
like it's just, you know, all of this stuff, bro.
So, yeah.
That's just like some thoughts I've been having lately,
really, you know, on this,
you definitely need to write for actually, yeah,
I think so too, bro.
I think so too, I think so too.
And then also, I've been talking about this for a minute,
like, hot on, hot on, hot on, hot on,
I wanna, I wanna, so I'm not, I'm not the best
who would just like, you know.
I had some stuff going down, I wanna say,
what is it?
Okay, listen, is this one okay, so it says, it says, faith is annoying, okay, listen, faith is
annoying, everything will work out, right?
It's trusting God even when you don't.
Does that make sense?
I read out, like does that make sense?
My down is so crazy.
Fake is knowing how everything will work out.
It's trusting God even when you don't.
Like, oh my God, we won't know what will happen.
I have no idea how to zero go.
You have no idea how to zero go.
We all just kind of like think about it, right?
But people sometimes think,
fake is like, listen, I'm gonna have faith.
I'm gonna have faith, yeah.
Next week, I'm gonna win a million dollars.
know by the death, not what faith is at all, like at all.
Faith is literally just like, for example,
when you go through a situation.
And I'll tell you right now, right?
I'll tell you right now.
Now I'm being serious, I've spent something with that, right?
And it's okay, that's okay.
Like you know what I'm saying?
For example, you can work at a hospital,
you can work at a streamer, you can be in school,
whatever it is, right?
You stress, you worry about all these things, okay?
Well, I get money there.
We'll have enough money for rent,
We'll have enough money for this, this and the other,
whatever it is.
And so, Ron, I don't have that zone.
I can't have exactly zero as one.
It's gonna be 30 seconds, like literally 30 seconds.
I'm not in kidney.
Like 30 seconds, that's all it can't be.
That's the lowest I can go.
I mean that's it.
I'll literally have it on the lowest.
It's the minimum.
I'm sorry, I wish I could,
if you don't have that refresh, refresh or put refresh,
sorry about that.
Look, zero, zero, it's just an actual insurance.
What, what, what faith really, really, really is, is just trusting God that things will work out.
That's what faith is, right?
So for me, for example, right?
For example, every, again, I know it's funny finding that every time I want to do one of these situations, I prefer that I promise you, I'm not kidding, I promise I'm not kidding, especially that biggest one I did, what was the last year, I've talked about it a lot of times, I did, not trolling, did not think that I was going to come out of any of those situations like being fully transparent.
I thought, I was like, okay, you know it is better for me to just go home, put all this down, step over the social media, be my family, get back to my normal and unified job, and just stay there like, I'm not a kid, because then I, then I wouldn't have to either deal with the at all, that all right.
So sometimes as humans we're like, okay, I'm going to choose to just step away fully.
So instead of, so say the problem is right, say this is the problem.
There's a problem, right?
It is a problem, this is what you go through,
just whatever it is.
Instead of sitting down, sitting down,
and just right here, sit in the problem,
sitting in what, maybe you have done.
Maybe someone else have done.
Maybe it's situation in this.
You choose what I want to do,
you choose to step out.
If you step out and leave, I leave.
Leave it right there,
but you know the problem is,
this is the problem, right?
This come with all its stay here.
Look, this chair, I could be back in two years,
I can maybe not, but I can be back in two months,
this is the visual thing, and this problem will still be here.
And that's what I'm talking about in here.
You will have problems and things that you have to do with,
but it will be in here and you choose to step away from him,
brother, they will never go away.
Like, they will literally never ever go away, right?
So back to our scene with me, I think like, for example,
when I went to all these stories,
I wanted to go home, I wanted to just step out,
I wanted to be like, oh listen, apologies,
and then leave it and then go.
Whether you think you feel content,
like you think you feel content with yourself,
you think God put your doing that situation
for you to leave the situation?
No, God put your doing that situation.
So you can then sit back in the problem
and the chair that I was talking about
and go through it, make it go away by learning,
why I didn't get you less than, by then the next time
you stumble upon this problem,
any other problem, you already know what to do
and it's not a problem no more, right?
So like, I think, I think like,
I think the fact that I'll say what faith is that,
when you go through stuff or stuff
that has happened in or this,
new situation or you scared or whatever it is,
you won't have to jump.
And that jump is just having faith in God, not in even in yourself, having faith in God
that He will just solve it.
But when I want to do these things, no, I do.
You know what I'm not going to do?
I will go down.
I will pray and I will say, listen, God, please, please, I want to say, I want to say, please
fix this problem.
I want to say, please make this go away.
I want to say, please, whatever, I will say, please, God, just shouldn't hear and make me
go through it and not quit.
That's all I will say.
I would say because then I have faith that no matter what the thing is, it could be the biggest thing
in it, it could be the biggest thing for you, it could be that there's somebody who's
family pass away, this is deep stuff, it could be one, two, three, two, seven,
eight, eleven dollars, and eight, three cents, like Carl, you're rather blocking so much,
you got this everything and keep up the kind of thing.
Hey, any brother from King?
Appreciate it a lot, thank you so much, thank you so much, thank you so much.
It could be, it could be, sorry, I lost my channel to all my bad.
I lost my channel to all of them.
Yeah, it could be anything, it could be super deep stuff, whatever it is, right?
But if you just pray to him and ask him, ask him to just
Keep you alive and keep you in there and stick it through it every day.
That's the faith of God in the need, right?
Because that's just having faith in that his power is so strong and so big that none of us
humans know problem, know like nothing, nothing there's nothing he can't put you through.
Like like, or get you through, sorry, like nothing, like literally nothing.
Brother, nothing, like you know what I'm saying?
So it's like, I think that's been my biggest thing, I'm like, you know what, again, I'm
taking on the example again because they're my friends and they're people I look up
to and they're people that inspired me for example, Ron.
Ron keeps talking about it and he keeps joking about it and we've had his conversation
all over him a lot of times, you know, he, he, he peaked and then he got caught all the
down to like two to a couple hundred views which still good they're going from 20,000, 30,000
average to be going up to 500. You know how much of a toe that's going to take I know it sounds
according to say all viewers who cares but for somebody that did that's their job you know I'm saying
it's going to take a toe it will so the fact that Ron Larry had that little that little faith
that no matter what he'll be fine like he'll be fine. No it's not a prayer about God
Please take me back to 20,000 viewers. No, it's not a prayer to. Oh God, please make me this amount of money again
No, it's a prayer that listen no matter what God already has a perfume and you will be fine. You'll be okay
Like you'll be okay
Like you know I'm saying I think that's what I would that's what I've been like starting to get content with this type
No matter what happens
Even if all this Christ today this second like this second best of what I want to get to I'm not fully there. Yeah, I'm not I'm not
But if this if this right now right here like this second right here everything I've just got my core my house
All of this my my my my people running everything if everything disappeared this second
Would I be good it content because I know God that this wasn't God's question got personally yes
Yes
I will be contained any circumstance because God is enough there you go
So, actually, that's the point I really want to get to.
Am I fully dead?
Yeah, I'm really not.
Do I really, all the time?
All the time.
But back, because we're in the top of worrying today, it's like, that is one of my biggest
worst times, or it's like, okay, you gotta keep all this stuff, you gotta do all this
stuff.
But sometimes it's like, you know, sometimes that sort of thing is not gospel for you.
So when bad things happen, oh, I saw this yesterday or something, it was, oh, so
So much to this, where was it?
They said, when bad things happen,
or negative things happen, or something horrible,
what was that, how is that said it?
Maybe it was.
Where basically I'm trying to say
when something bad happens, look at it as,
okay, perfect.
This is God, making me grow.
This is God, making me learn.
This is God turning else losses into lessons,
and those lessons turn into more wisdom,
more power, more maturity,
and it's like you, you cannot, it's like perspective
and you wanna see it from a perspective of,
okay, this is what God's doing.
I'm not willing to push anything on y'all know that every
I would not do it if you don't like anything
Please, this time we speak to myself sometimes
That's why I'm doing me Sunday street, but please for the next next week
Every day or every week there's going to be something something happened and what's the small thing of baking right?
Please anything that's bad it could be even you slip in on ice
I'm not even kidding it sounds so important but it could be anything please next time you do it
I find it in yourself and think, okay, you know what God did is for reason. God is for reason.
I promise you to see that way.
God and me attend now is what I call a feature to 8-9 for my voice who have been saved through faith.
And this is not your own doing. It is to get to God not result of works.
It's no labels.
It's just that person's one so our past present.
Indeed, I think for the donation, I appreciate it, brother.
Please try the next week to see everything from like a perspective from God, right?
So, for example, small, small example possible, because this is everyday thing.
For example, it's happening, it's been a lot of time. I would wake up.
I'll take the bus to school, you know, and miss the bus.
And then I will stress because I'll be outside.
I'm Mr. Bus. Now I'm going to miss this. Now all of a sudden you start getting stressed.
We'll have only your stress to start getting irritated. Now all of a sudden you take that
energy throughout the whole day, you take that into practice, you take that into school,
you take that into work, you take that at the French, you take that into family, you take
that into relationships, right? It's not going to be a good day, it's not, right? Find that
piece and knowing that God made you miss that bus for a reason because you won't know
why maybe that one bus is supposed to go to go through, there's a lot of exaggerating when
to a crash, maybe that bus that you was postpone, you missed that bus because you were supposed
to be on time because if you were on time, then that would have had like you see I'm saying
like see you from this perspective, from God. Now that's a very, that's a very like light
like thing on a bit, then there's people again, then there's people again that goes to
that have your situation ships, which is also okay, everybody knows.
We're like, you know, for example, like me, again, I keep saying that, but, you know,
I feel like a lot of times in my life I've said it before.
King, King, King, King, three of seven, don't even know what a dollar's in baby pretense,
but call, God is a reward and Savior, I trust him in that situation, Marlon Brown,
he calls her to a much lot from King.
That's amazing, buddy.
That's all I want to do when we disagree, so I appreciate you.
Thank you so much.
How many of you don't need a $10 dollar slip car changed to $14.26.
You can change version.
Save without works is done.
Exactly.
$14 was the product.
My brother.
Is someone sent me a statement.
Does not have works?
Indeed.
Did they save him?
No.
Faith lover works today.
Ludie.
Faith without working today.
I've said it all the time.
Check.
Okay.
Now it's not like a live run.
Now it's not like a run.
But you know what's my favorite saying?
I don't even know what I'm talking about, I'm talking about the so many times, but
that's really what I say all the time, if it's when I work today, that's the whole point
of why I'm even here, but okay anyways, that's all I was going to talk about.
That's not going to talk about is, back to our scene with having a different perspective.
Thank you so much for the big team gift.
Thank you so much, appreciate it.
For example, I have a lot of issues, bro.
I have a lot of issues myself.
I do.
I think it comes from growing up.
I think it's a lot of things that I'm going to be honest I haven't weekends held on our
own series.
I have a lot of issues that I don't think I have figured out yet in myself and I think
a lot for a very long time.
I've been trying to push them down and now let them come to light because I'm scared of what
that would look like.
Right?
I'm not trying to tell him what it is, right?
And I know that, I know that, right?
I think maturing and realizing this year
is especially after a lot of things
that I want to whatever it is.
I think I realized that, you know,
any of your face-to-face things,
God is just by my side,
waiting for me to face those things.
And he won't keep waiting until I'm 90,
tell him 95 to my grave.
But the fast you realize it,
that God is trying to tell you these things,
you will be a better servant, you'll be a better person, right?
For example, he'll keep putting you through these situations
because if you, okay, okay.
If you don't realize that he's trying to teach you something
once, and you don't learn from it,
and don't realize that,
back, couple months later,
he will do to you again,
You put you in a exact same scenario, but in a different situation, and you'll see if
you will learn.
Oh, second time, or you didn't learn, you didn't understand it.
That's okay.
Once I did it on the line, we extend line again, you'll do the same thing again.
Same thing again, over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.
until you realize it and then you'll put you through a situation like that again and that's
how you learn.
Now God is like, wow, never again.
Like, and then from that you will become a better sermon.
Like is that an existence?
Like does that mean he'll keep telling you a fake, that ought to tell him, and this goes
for every single situation.
like every single situation. And there is a
couple situations that I feel like I've been through a lot of
a lot of times a lot of times that you've been trying to
teach me a lesson and trying to teach me to go and maybe
start dealing with this shit and really taking care of it
and learning. So I was wondering about and learning. And I think
this year I've really realized that I need to take care of
things and learn it and not remake those mistakes again. You know, so I think it's like a...
Yeah, I think I think I think I'm trying to learn and I'm trying to be better and you know what I'm
trying to say with that is just like just have back to our single word and it goes in cycles.
Please try to see everything situation as a lesson even if you just sit down for 10 minutes when something happens
I'm not kidding or write it down sit there and be like okay, okay
Why did this happen?
What can I do to not make this happen next time?
Was I in the wrong?
Pray about it ask ask out for guidance, which can do by that situation to be better and
And if you don't know,
if you don't know,
you don't need a 10 dollar slip prom.
Even in Marlon,
we all hear listening to you
because we are in similar situations
with our fame,
you'll hear Marlon,
to be a revival every day.
I tried, but I tried,
again, be an honest,
I've been slack and lazy.
For you to be a 10 dollar slip prom,
good looks are the result of salvation,
not the cause of it.
Feeling can end up a mispray
or something,
there's means you are trusting
performance and sad grace.
yeah.
say it's work style. She does not come for God. Love you, brother.
Let me do it, brother. Thank you.
Thank you. Thank you.
So I think, yeah, even if you need to sit down and
really just think about it for a second, you know what can I do here? And you know what?
It's okay. It's okay if you don't figure out the first time. It's okay if you don't figure out
second time. It's okay if you don't figure out the third, fourth, fifth, sixth time. It's okay.
Everything is okay, just trust that no matter what the number is on the try, he will get you through it.
That's it.
So I think I'm at, we're back to our scene, I'm at a point where I'm trying to figure myself out.
and you know sometimes I feel like people blame me for that
for trying to just figure yourself out and maybe just like an enemy yourself and
and I'm trying to become the best version of yourself first before anything else.
And yeah, I think that's what a lot of people do sometimes, but
I'm trying to be better, trying to be better in every single situation
and everything the way and I just want to be good man,
I really do, I really, really, really do, bro.
I come from, you know, this, I come from a great
up and down top of the environment.
And yeah, bro, I just want to be,
you want to be good in this world,
I'm trying to say always, like always,
always trying to be good in this world.
I think if you are good in this world and get yourself good to people it will come back to you
No matter what people say no matter what it is no matter if people maybe don't don't like that whatever it is
I think
I think that is the core core point of a human being be good
That's all I think it is man and everything else will follow so
yeah
She's been already but
Yeah, man, it's not think, it's not think, bro.
So, with that being said, that we've got streamed, be good to yourselves, have some grace,
which will be your prayers, be good to people, be good to yourself, and just take it
day by day, bro.
Take it day by day, everything will be fine, everything will be good.
God God, you don't create, you don't fail, and that's it, you know, I always say that so
Another wind of books, man
I love y'all boys, y'all know that I love y'all girls as well of course think of always having my back think of always watching
I cannot believe that we keep going up every Sunday stream again
It's not my regular content so if you knew here I do this just every Sunday and I get right back to it
Hopefully there was somebody out there that watches for that first time that could take something out of this
And maybe get a little bit inspired.
Low voice crack, a little second few weeks not a bad shout.
But having 8,000 people watching my Sunday God stream,
that's 8,000 people I can reach out to.
That's 8,000 people I can try and have an impact on.
That's 8,000 people that are somewhat interested
in listening to what I say.
And again, I'm on no expert.
I'm on nothing, just a man trying to become a bit of him
in his death simple, bro.
So I love your voice.
I think I've everything to think tomorrow that we can talk
and we keep pushing, we keep moving,
happy Sunday, stay safe, tap it on me on Snapchat,
Instagram, if you have questions, ask me,
you know what I'm saying, whatever it is,
there's no bad questions, so, say prayer,
program through the new week and say prayer,
before the Sunday will quick.
Again, you might have to be religious,
you won't have to be in any sort of faith,
just hit me on man, I'll pray for you, I'll pray over you, okay?
Thank you so much God for letting me and everybody watching this, their families to wake up
to another beautiful day.
First of all, we have a roof on top of our heads, for us to even be able to do what we do every
day and eat food and be happy.
God, thank you so much for this week, thank you God for blessing me with growth and experiences,
Thank you, God, for my family, my friends, for keeping them healthy, keeping them safe,
thank you, God, for everybody that's watching us that they can be in tune and maybe learn
something.
Thank you, God, for even letting me have this platform to reach out to people and we just
we just all get a few, we pray for for everything you put in us through, bad and good.
And God, I pray that next will be as good if not better, God, thank you so much for everything,
for give us for all of our sins. Make us better humans. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen.
Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen.
Love y'all man. I'm gonna go and figure out next week because I got a lot of stuff.
I need to figure out a lot of stuff planning, all that stuff. My ass and you see y'all in the number.
I will, I will, I will, I will, I will. I'm also, I'm gonna see you back in poi all
out today because the Sunday's the only day I got to get off so I'm gonna go eat.
Me go to the gym and then I got to call, I'm gonna call, sleep, I'm gonna call you, I got to
call my mods and...
I got to call my order and so that's calm.
I got to call my order and I think that you're the greatest student of the
believing, starting the world of Jesus Christ.
I have been going through things and don't know what to do with my life because I
just feel like I am useful to not do what I do, no, what to do, got to be more.
Thank you by the appreciate, you'll be good, but trust me, well you'll be good right
here, but we all right here, okay, don't forget to don't know.
No, I got to do it because today's like the last day.
So, I'm trying to go talk to everything today.
So, sorry, I'm not posting a lot.
I'm just trying to, I want to figure it out.
So, I'm off next week.
I love your voice.
This week has been amazing.
Jen has been amazing.
It's almost over.
We've got to keep it pushing and take it day by day.
I love your, I love this.
I will not say this for the world.
You know, I'm a dog forever, the up, the downs, the goods, the bads.
I love your, my English is getting better, I can tell.
I'm speaking with our study in, I love your voice.
I'm still with tomorrow.
I can almost dream back again tomorrow.
Boys!
Ha ha ha!
I want to say last name of that. There's a lot of doubters, a lot of haters always
I was gonna talk but they're not the one staying on the stage so please it's all mad
And I'd like all the rest
You know me when you better show me that you can stay
It's never a day
Because you know where the shame is
Where things are to take