you
I can't believe we made it this far I can't believe we made it this far
I can believe we made it this far, I can believe we made it this far
Made it this guy, made it this far, I can believe I made it this far
I'm so tired, I feel so hurt, I just can't take it, I feel so hurt
I think I'm turning out the right way
It's what makes my turn and I'm just turning out the right way
We ride in vehicles right through the hills
She put the front door on the car
They know stuff that's what's going on in the hills
They know we're popular like in Arizona
I got that down on me, I'm really close to me
You know this ain't no one, but you know
Everything on board
This ain't safe, oh
Take the bridge, take it, take it, take it, take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it, take it, take it, take it, take it
Take it, take it, take it, take it, take it, take it
I fell on my friend, I got up on my own
I fell on my place, got up on my own
I just left this time, you know that
24 hours
Damn!
Yo!
Can y'all hear me?
I'm nervous!
Fuck, bro!
Can y'all hear me?
I
Thank you so much bro. I appreciate it. I'm not gonna lie bro watching that video looking back fuck
I've only been on twitch for like
Like seven months like hold on eight. No wait, September, October November December January February March
I've been on twitch for like six seven months, bro
Fucking hell man. It's been a journey, bro. It's been a journey. It's been a journey. It's been great. Why am I nervous?
Oh my god, I can't I'm a streamer lock the fucking I
Was meant to be here right?
By the way before we start I was gonna say there's a lot of stuff going on in this world, bro
And it's very sad to see
Very very sad to see I'm seeing elementary schools get bombed
I'm seeing a bunch of stuff happen listen bro chat
Live life to the fullest bro. We're here for a very short time, bro. This life is not promised, bro
You're not gonna live forever. You're gonna die one day
Live it to the fullest man. Okay. All right
There is so much shit happening bro like and it's just happening at once and it's fucking crazy, bro
So I had a long talk with one of my good friends man in the morning and um
You know just gotta yeah, it's in tough
You know I've been going back and forth for a while chat trying to see what to do, right?
What do I want in life? What do I want to do? Like what am I going for in life?
What do I want to achieve? Who am I? You know, there's so much to to think about and to look at and
You know, I know I see the chat. Okay. I see the chat see what y'all are saying
And we're gonna address everything. I'm gonna talk about everything before I get into what I'm doing
If I'm staying on Twitch if I'm leaving
If I'm whatever, if I'm going to Rumble, whatever it is,
I don't know.
Let's talk about a few things real quick, okay?
First and foremost, I want to give a special shout out
to my community.
Okay, I feel like this past few months
we've really built something special up.
These have been the best months of my life
and every month keeps getting better and better
and we're doing better and better,
bringing in more numbers, doing big fucking things.
So I want to give a special shout out to y'all, okay?
You guys, without y'all, I'm nothing, all right?
Absolutely nothing, absolutely fucking nothing.
And you guys made me who I am today, bro,
and I appreciate y'all.
You know, we still have a long way to go.
Like for me, bro, in life, chat,
and I've had so many conversations about this
with people, with everyone.
Like, and my goal in life isn't to make the most money.
It's not.
It's to leave a mark and do, be the best at what I do,
okay?
I would never do anything just to make bread
and be like, oh, fuck everyone.
I would never do that, okay?
Never, never, never.
Yeah, I'm gonna fall off one day,
but guess what?
I'm gonna keep working hard every single fucking day
and some big thumbs, okay?
So I would, and y'all saying cap,
you don't gotta believe me.
Everything I say is gonna have a reason
and y'all will understand that.
Okay, going forward.
Also, special, special shout out to Mr. Beast
for inviting me to his game show.
It was very amazing, it was very fun,
and I had a great time.
Thank you so much, bro, for even considering me,
inviting me.
You have a great team around you.
I was talking to a lot of them.
They're all giving me my respect as a streamer.
It's just crazy to see, bro,
because, you know, usually I never get that.
I never get my respect.
I never, you know, people never give me my flowers
That's what I've done.
Yeah, I've done a lot, but I'm gonna be honest, bro.
You guys can talk this shit, say all this,
talk about shit I did when I was 15, 16, 17 years old.
But then at the damn 21 years old now,
I've learned a lot in life,
and I've done a lot of fucking things,
and I work very, very hard.
So I appreciate everyone, okay?
I really do, I really do, I really do,
I really do, I wanna say thank you.
And know you got eliminated first round,
you're self-made, fuck you, bro, fuck you.
We have a few things to talk about, okay?
I see the Twitter community, I see a lot going on,
all right, this is like a weird time for me
to do this stream, I'm gonna be honest,
because there's a lot of shit happening
and I'm like, what the fuck?
Do I talk about it?
Do I not talk about it?
Do I address this?
Do I address that?
First and foremost, I saw this clip, okay?
I saw a very interesting clip,
very, very interesting clip.
Not the clip y'all are thinking about,
it's a clip of someone else, okay?
After this, we're gonna dead it, okay?
Generally, bro, I don't fucking hate anyone,
I have no problems with anyone.
And it's about, okay, it's not about that.
It's not about that.
It's about something else.
Let me find the clip real quick and just play it out loud.
It's about a ray when he said on stream
like an hour and a half ago, two hours ago.
I wish I was on the desktop so I could sit and show you guys, but we're going to react to this, okay?
I'm going to play for you guys real quick so you guys can hear, and then I'm going to give my thoughts on this.
And then after that, we're just getting this never-talking-matter again, just to get this out of the way because I, you know...
Oh, the hot in there shit's crazy.
I want to know, like, what was that all soon, right?
Like, that's how it go, like, into that beef, bro.
Like, this shit's fake.
Like, this fucking shit's fake, bro.
Yeah, no one was out nobody was on that. I'm kidding, but I was there
Like like he was like me I was near to you. We did we didn't really talk to each other brown life
That's how I know this. This is not real, bro
Like I always thought this shit really
Nani he probably just keeps on doing brown kids, but and if I find
How are you fucking any secret it? Oh?
Oh, if I find him, I will knock out a-
I'll be talking about this real quick.
Yo, chat, am I bugging?
Or is he not the one that called me out
and said he wanted to box me and do all this stuff?
I never had a problem with you, bro.
I don't think I've ever said anything bad about you.
Literally, you're the one that went on a podcast,
went on the stream like three different times,
said you want to box me, bro.
Yo, bro, you're the one that came at me.
You literally came at me.
I didn't say anything about you.
I've never said anything bad about you at all.
So, fake, fake, whatever it is,
it might be fake on your end,
because you told me it was on site,
and then you sat there and did nothing.
On site means you do something right away.
So you already lost your street cred,
but besides that, bro, there's no bad brothers,
no beef, bro, I don't give a fuck at the end of the day,
but I'm not here to beef with streamers or argue with streamers.
I stay in my own lane for a reason,
there's only a few people I really fuck with,
and I leave it like that,
like all my stuff is to the side,
I do my own thing, and I'm gonna leave it that way.
But yeah, bro, there's no like,
like fake beef or whatever it is,
bro, it's one-sided beef.
I've never said anything bad about you.
You're the one that came at me,
And then you called me over when we were there.
You called me to come to you.
Makes no sense, bro.
But yeah, bro.
That's that.
I just want to dad that.
And that's that, bro.
Y'all were saying, I saw those mixed comments,
like half of y'all were like,
oh, and you know, like staring at me like,
bro, I just, it's just all bullshit, bro.
All this internet shit is not real, bro.
Everything you see on the internet,
it's not fucking real, bro.
It's not, bro.
People say they want to fight,
they don't want to do all this shit.
They don't want to do anything, bro.
It's a facade, bro.
It's a facade, okay?
Like, even me, I'm like, bro, come on, bro.
You think I'm a fucking boxer?
No.
But if someone wants to fight me, I'm like, okay,
let's do it.
Like, I'm not gonna just sit there and be like,
oh, no, fuck, I'm a bitch.
Okay?
Shout out to Aiden, also if I have my back, I love you, bro.
You know, he's probably the only one to really say anything.
I saw a lot of people, even people that fuck with me
there, like, saying shit about, I don't know.
It's all right, I saw someone said I'm gonna get jumped.
Like, bro, like, come on, bro.
You don't get, the fuck, I'm not getting jumped, brother.
Okay?
But yeah, I saw some of that.
Someone I've actually fucked with made a tweet too
and said something, I don't care dude.
All right, at the end of the day,
and that's why I make the decisions I make now,
because guess what bro?
This is a whole politics game.
Streaming is politics.
It's all politics.
There's clicks, there's sides, there's all this.
That's why I stay in my own lane and do my own shit
and I'm so fucking happy here
and I'm not gonna switch it up bro.
You all want me to like, yeah, if your streamer
fucks with me, that's a collab, let's do it,
I have no problem with that,
but if I'm not dealing with the fake stuff,
I'm good.
I am good, I am good, I am good.
Other than that, there's one more thing
we need to talk about in address.
Let's probably pull up my chat real quick.
Hold on, what the flu?
Yeah, but let me see what y'all are saying.
How do y'all feel today?
How do y'all do this feel today?
How do y'all feel?
Also, someone just texted me, chat.
We have a special someone returning back tomorrow.
I'm not gonna say his name,
special someone coming back, very excited to see him.
Very, very excited to see him, okay?
He's coming back tomorrow for good,
And it's gonna be very very interesting
It's gonna be very interesting. Okay, no interesting. It's gonna be good
Okay, no, it's not it's not more Dean. It's not more none of that
So let's the five. Thank you. I appreciate it. Okay. Also. Okay. I'm gonna talk about this one thing
I saw a clip on
Tiktok, okay, everyone's adding me in this like right. Oh, it's so much drama so much bullshit going on
I saw this clip on tiktok of of Yera. Okay, Yera and
and her ex, Alex Chino, or I thought it was her ex.
I had no idea they were dating.
I did not know, but Alex Chino, we are Eskimo brothers,
so that's that, but listen, bro, for real,
no bad blood, Tiara, for real, she's a cool girl.
Honestly, very good girl, and I don't want anyone
of y'all to send any hate to her, okay?
Like, Chad, I know y'all on her ass,
you say all this stuff, I don't want y'all
to send any hate to her, she's a good girl,
deep inside.
I saw people saying like,
I should take the purse back and stuff.
I bought that purse for her because I genuinely wanted to
and I thought she deserved it.
So there's no reason to give anything back, do any of that.
It's all love, bro.
Okay, I thought of the day.
Don't spread any hate, don't spread none of that.
We like her, okay?
I just think nowadays girls don't really like
the nice, genuine guys.
They go for the other type, which is cool.
I'ma just keep doing me, okay?
I'ma just keep doing me and that's that.
But we did have a trick plan to Brazil in a few days.
I don't know what's gonna happen with that.
We have to figure that one out.
But yeah, all right, on to the good stuff, okay?
On to the good stuff.
The title, as you can see.
As you can see, as you can see, as you can see.
Very, very important title.
A lot of decisions to be made,
a lot of things happening in my life.
And you know, at some point,
I need to think about my content, right?
My content consists of me streaming, doing collabs,
leaving, ending stream, traveling to another collab.
It is, honestly bro, I'm gonna be honest.
It's getting a bit repetitive.
And it does very well.
The numbers go crazy, the clips go crazy,
everything goes crazy.
But listen, at some point I need to evolve, right?
I need to evolve, I need to do bigger shit,
I need to do better shit,
I need to do high production shit,
I need to do events, I need to do bigger
and better things and I don't have the ability
or the funding to do that when I'm on Twitch.
A lot of my money, if y'all don't know,
a lot of my money goes back into my business,
a lot of it, whether it's Clippers,
whether it's Content, whether it's Staff,
whatever it is, a lot of my money goes back
so I don't have this extra money to go spend
and do all these things and elevate myself, right?
Which is why, which is why
I will be
Chat, hello, hello,
Can y'all hear me?
I will be going back to my home,
the people that really helped me out when I was nothing,
gave me money when I was nothing,
believed in me when I was nothing.
I'm going back to kick.
All right, we're going back.
Make another turn on the green plattie.
Okay, full time.
I'm going back to kick.
No ads, high production events, funded by kick,
events, big things.
I've had a lot of long conversations
and I've talked about this for months and months and months
with Eddie, with everyone at kick, whatever it is.
And until I felt 100% comfortable,
I was never gonna pull the trigger, ever.
Because I'm not gonna sacrifice my community,
I'm not gonna sacrifice anything for anything.
Money, whatever it is, I'm not gonna do it.
But guess what?
I heard what I had to hear.
I feel comfortable and I'm making this decision for myself.
We could do whatever the fuck we want on there.
We can do way more trips, way more things,
actual content and not repetitive shit.
And guess what?
We're still gonna go crazy, okay?
Anyone saying to fall off whatever?
We still have the best clippers in the world.
Kick has the best clippers in the world.
If anything, watch me get more fucking Clipping Views
and ever.
But guess what?
It's not about that.
It's about us making actual content.
I don't wanna be the guy that just sits there
and gets clipped up for shit,
but no one actually watches the streams.
You know, someone at the airport today,
they're like, oh, I love your streams on YouTube.
Like, what the fuck are you talking about?
I stream on Twitch, bro.
I don't stream on YouTube.
But, now I'm coming to set up, you can say whatever.
My goal was to come on Twitch, show everyone
that I can fucking do it, take this shit over,
and then go back home where I belong, all right?
I wanna give a special shout out to everyone on Twitch
that actually had a lot of conversations
with Dan Clancy yesterday, cool guy.
I wanna give a special shout out to everyone,
my Twitch staff partner, remember, what is it called?
Rap, Twitch rap, my Twitch rap, thank you so much
for everything, I really appreciate you.
And guess what, I'm gonna be honest, chat.
This isn't, I'm not contracted.
I, like, shit's not working and they go back on their word
and I'm getting fucked over.
I'm gonna do what's best for me, I'm gonna come right back.
But my main goal is to stay on kick the rest of my life.
Okay, my plan is to stay on kick.
I don't have any plans to go on kick and come back.
I want to stay on kick and I want to take shit over,
grow and grow the platform and grow the company
and fucking go crazy.
But like I said, there's no contract.
There's nothing set in stone saying I have to string
here the rest of my life.
I have free will to do whatever I want, okay?
And that's that.
And I hope you guys follow with me, man.
I hope you guys come with me on this journey.
It's a journey, man.
It's a journey and we're not getting,
we're just getting started.
I told Eddie I said I don't want anything
that affect my content.
I am so fucking locked in.
I'm more locked in than I ever have to be.
Let me tell you all the plan right now.
Let me give you all the plan right now.
I'm gonna just be honest tomorrow.
We'll be streaming with Iggy.
Okay, I'm in Miami.
After that we go to Denver for a stream.
After that we go to Houston.
After that we go to Miami.
These are day after day after day.
And then after go to Brazil.
But I don't know what, do I still,
I don't, like do I go to Brazil?
I don't know what the fuck to do.
Oh my God, it's so stressful, man.
There's so much shit going on, bro.
Fuck me, man.
Like, do I go to Brazil?
Do I do it?
Like at least Iggy, like it's nice to me, right?
I shot the Iggy, man.
It's just, it's a tough one, bro.
It's a tough one.
It's a tough one, bro.
They're all saying no.
Everyone's saying no.
Now people are saying yes.
And now they're saying no.
What the fuck?
All right.
Flipping the coin.
Heads or tails?
I pick tails.
I pick tailshats.
Siri, heads or tails?
I don't know if y'all can see, but it says heads.
I'm a scammer. I'm gonna think about it.
I'm gonna think about it.
But yeah, if y'all don't know, man, if y'all don't know,
if y'all are new to the stream, if y'all never knew,
when I stream on kick, go follow my kick,
go show some love, kick.com slash neon.
I'm also starting, maybe we shouldn't talk about that.
Is there anything else we need to address or talk about?
This isn't gonna be a long stream.
I'm getting myself together.
I'm getting my plan ready.
I'm getting my month ready.
I'm going fucking harder than ever.
Okay, yeah, I understand the viewership isn't ass.
High on kick, and that's why I have to go even harder
and build myself up.
And I'm gonna do that, okay?
I'm gonna fucking do that.
And yeah, bro.
Aiden Stream, I think you got canceled.
I'm gonna call him right after this, I don't know.
Don't leave Twitch, TOS, El Promo?
Fuck it, no, it's not TOS.
I love Twitch.
Follow my Twitch.
Anything else we need to address or talk about?
Talk to me, bro.
I'm gonna open the book.
We got like eight more minutes, okay?
I'm gonna get the fuck out of here.
Anything else that I wanna address or talk about?
I love y'all, I love y'all, bro.
I love y'all, I love y'all, I love y'all, I love y'all.
I love you guys, bro.
I love you, Lash, Dan, I appreciate y'all, Perch,
everyone, woo, Culling, everyone, bro.
Okay?
I love y'all, I love y'all.
I hope y'all are happy though, man.
I hope you are, bro.
This is gonna give me the ability
to do so much more shit, bro.
So much more shit, man.
I felt so limited.
like I can't go out and spend 50K on this stream
and 100K on this stream
and a million dollars on another production,
but now I can.
Like now I can bro, now I can go.
Is kick really down right now?
Is that true?
Is kick down?
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
I think they're just fixing servers
because we're gonna have a big influx of viewership
when we get there.
There's gonna be a lot of people coming in,
so I think that's just what's happening.
Oh, they fixed it.
Damn, our announcement, crash kick!
No, I'm kidding.
It was a baller trip.
I mean, we had a whole trip planned,
but it was us four, I don't know, bro.
I just, I can't, like, the fact of me,
like, doing all these things
and then going on the internet and looking like a joke,
like, I'm looking like a mess of a man.
It's just like, I don't really give a fuck about comments,
but then I gotta think to myself like,
is this really like, what am I doing?
You feel me?
But yeah, I think we addressed everything.
I love you guys.
My first stream will be tomorrow,
two and in tomorrow.
It's not gonna be a very long one
because I have to think of flight the next day
for a very special stream
with a very, very big athlete, okay?
I love you guys.
I appreciate you motherfuckers so much, man.
I love you guys.
See everyone that has my back.
This isn't gonna stop anything.
Don't expect me to do shorter streams.
Don't expect me to take days off.
That's not what's happening.
I'm live every fucking day,
and I dedicate my life to this shit, bro.
I love you guys.
I appreciate you guys.
Everyone put a W in the fucking chat right now, okay?
I will see you guys tomorrow.
Just have to announce this real quick,
and tell you guys what's happening, bro,
because we have a lot of changes happening,
a lot of things happening,
and it's all gonna be for the better.
It's gonna work out,
and it's gonna work in y'all's favor.
I'm thinking about my community.
I'm thinking about my people.
Y'all were with me on kick.
I know all you guys.
I see all the names.
Y'all were with me there.
Y'all are gonna come back with me,
and we're gonna fucking take this shit over, okay?
I love y'all, I appreciate you guys so much.
I will see y'all tomorrow.
Shout out to everyone.
Like I said, bro, anyone that y'all are sliding for me
for talking shit for, bro, I'm done spreading hate,
stop spreading hate, stop fucking, just leave it, bro.
It's done, we're on our own path, we're on our own journey
and it's just a start, man.
I love y'all, I'll see you guys very soon.
I hope you guys respect my decision,
like my decision and are happy for me, you know?
Because this is very big for me.
So, love y'all, until next time,
I will see you guys tomorrow, back on kick.
I fucking love you all, man.
I love you, I love you, damn it.
Feels good, bro.
Feels good, feels good, feels good, man.
I don't gotta worry about nothing.
I could just chill, I could vibe out, have fun.
It's gonna be good, it's gonna be good,
it's gonna be good, it's gonna be good.
Until next time!
All right, I just don't wanna leave, I'm sorry, bro.
It's like, I mean, this doesn't happen to me,
but it's like when you have a girl over
and then like she has to leave
and you don't want her to leave, fuck.
It's hard, bro.
But like now, for real, watching that compilation,
we did so much in these months, man.
We did so, so, so, so, so much.
And it's just, it's, fuck, man, it's gotta keep it going.
Gotta keep it going, bro, gotta keep it going.
Okay, gotta keep it going, but yeah.
All right, don't sell.
How is the delay gonna be?
What do you mean?
It's gonna be good.
My channel points, you know what, if you get,
if you, I don't know, maybe we'll be back in like
five years, who fucking knows, man?
All right, I'm, every day's a new day.
I don't have a plan.
I don't know what's gonna happen next week.
I don't know what's gonna happen the week after that.
I'm just living life, making decisions
and going with the flow.
Whatever happens, happens.
Kick!
If you're watching this, don't fuck me over, okay?
If you don't fuck me over, I'm here to stay.
If you fuck me over, I'm leaving.
That's that.
Um, but yeah, all right, uh, this is my, damn, this, I don't know when I'm gonna see the
Twitch people.
If you guys aren't coming with me, um, then it was nice knowing you, I hope you enjoyed
my content.
There's plenty of other creators that you guys can watch, um, and, um, it's
been nice knowing you, but I'll catch you, I'll see you later.
and yeah that's that that's that that's that that's that bye guys bye bye bye bye
good night I will see you guys later I hate